ThAiZ

Da New Me

2008-05-28T22:28:00.009+08:00

Peeps of da world~!! I’ve neva been happier in my life~!! Haha,Siao..
It’s been more than month since I’ve nt been takin da public transport..
quite sucks actually,seriously.Been told to bring home company’s kangoo
van home which made me sick of driving especially to werk.. Heavy traffic
everywhere..A fren of mine,Hafiz a.k.a Wak,involve in an accient da other
dae..Still in hospital now..Four point fractured on his right thigh alone..
Kesian seh member~!!

Well I’ve definitely move on… No more stress coz I left almost everyting behind.. As da saying goes, Buang yg keruh,ambil yg jernih.. Haha,ntah btol ke tak..

Dey say,once a dancer always a dancer.My opinion,”NONSENCE LAH” haha.. Leaving da dancing scene is one of da biggest and happiest achivement..Trust me,when it happen,then u’ll noe..Eight years in da scene,gone down da drain?.? Nah,I dun tink so.. It was juz a hobby which is suppose to be fun and notin else..When I 1^st started,my only aim was to win a(juz 1) competition but won competitions..So I achieved my goal and left wif no regrets..But those ting doesn’t matter anymore,I can’t even add it to my resume..Dancing life,”Eradicated” Woohhoo~!!

Now I’m juz an ordinary sumone back to reality..Leading a simple and happie life..Back to monthly soccer games,gathering and nt to forget my weekly cross country.Haha..Gonna shapen up and prepare..No more silver 4 me.. I want GOLD GOLD GOLD~!! Da very 1^st time I’ve got silver was during my ns period.. 9.44mins?.? Wat da hell… Hard lehh.. But tanks dudes~!!4 accompanying me.. Its different when sumone is runnin wif u,more competitive which leads to betta results,Hehe..

Obviously,now I have lesser frenz..And I’ll only cling to those who’s worth to be called a a fren..Dun wanna be treated lyk shit anymore..Bt then again,whenever u deleted tings,it always goes to recyling bin..Whuahaha..A true fren is always willing to start anew although it’s juz a friendship.

Let me tell u a story..Once apon a time,smokers r farkers..Phillip Morris..I hate u..

There’s a few amendments made in ma life..Wun be da same anymore.. Bt da biggest change in ma life is my likings to music.. Sumhow..Emo shit..

I wish i'm him

Cool dude

Hot stuff

Hell Yeah~!!

!!~Luv tat bloody hair~!!

My no. 1 fav
*Melts*

Do u keep hoping?.?Hhmm..
People get closer as time goes by rite?.?.
Worse case scenario,always..
Ice skating..Top of ma list..

Maybe

2008-05-27T23:30:00.004+08:00

Beep Beep Oh Look Now There Goes My Phone
And Once Again Im Just Hoping Its A Text From You

It Aint Right i read your Messages Twice thrice Four Times A Night Its True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Knowing I Wasn't Waiting In Vain

And Maybe Its True (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance That *you're* Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its AllIn My Head
Maybe *We're Awaiting* Words We Both Hadnt Said

I'm Always Connected Online
Hooked On Facebook All The Time
Hoping You've Checked My Profile

Just can't help wondering why you play it cool but I'm hopelessly falling for you

Every night Im on the phone and I loving you and I know you that you like it girl, now dont keep it inside what's in the night. No come say what your trying to hide.

And Maybe Its True (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
Maybe Thers A Chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All,In My Head
Maybe We're Awaiting Words We Both Hadnt Said

Like I really want you, I think I need you, Maybe I miss you, Im thinking of you

And Maybe Its True Oh (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
(Maybe Yeh)Maybe Thers A Chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong (Maybe yeh)Its All,In My Head (oh no)
Maybe We're Awaiting Words We Both Hadnt Said

Fall For You

2008-05-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

LegonG SeaSon

2008-04-10T21:53:00.008+08:00

My Stupidity(Copyrite from Cai's)
We went to Changi beach to chill out while waiting for Tash to finish work. I took a cigarette and lit it.Cyde and Ah Cai was amazed by my rillant lighter. Very fancy. This is when my stupidity came. After the big "HU HAR" bout the fancy lighter.. I was like "mane rokok aku?! Aku da light da rokok!" Dey were like huh?! den we look around for it.. And guess wat?!!! OMG!!! I put the whole stick into my Teh tarik packet drink!! Wat a moron!! haha! Farking hilarious!!
Well.. Cai took a whole hour juz to get to Leisure park which is suppose to be a 10 min trip?? He rented a car(1st time driving outside)wif coupons but... Halo brader.. parking coupons is to be use when u r parkin outside okay~!! Nt to be FINE 30 BUCKS on ur 1st dae of driving~!!!Haha.. U even hit a Kerb~!! Was a minor one but u shld hv seen his face~!! Kancong oi~!!

Juz came back from 2nd dae of werk.. Freakin tired.. Easy job,but da only factor is da weather. Especially on a sunny dae,human can't go against nature,u have to understand them and co-operate wif them.I'm a bit darker now..But then again.. Watch and learn..

Dis is wat I do now

Usually dis is wat I wear during werk
(To be thrown once quit)

Sumtimes,Safety precaution shld be made
Especially when it's located at a construction site

See~!! So stubborn~!! HahA~!!
(Azza)

Everyting became Sooo Messy..

Every Journey Comes To An End

2008-04-07T15:10:00.006+08:00

1st october 2007 was my 1st dae of werk at United Colors Of Benetton. Recommended by fish,I got da job as a Sales Associate.Initially,I was there only 4 da setting up of da store but soon after was offered a contract.I started werkin 2gether wif Fish and Feeza but a month later,Fish found her career life elsewhere.2 and a half weeks later,I brought Dee into UCB and she brought renni soon after tat.It was lyk a shop run by dancers.Ahaks..Had lots of fun werkin there especially wif supervisor such as Enrique and Molly.Enrique was da happening type and Molly was da motherly type.I have to admit I can neva find a healthier environment elsewhere.Cheri came into da pic 3 months ago and she was lyk a bimbo in da shop but I got along pretty well wif her.Yesterdae on 6th of april was my last dae of werk at UCB.It was lyk I'm leavin a family behind and trust me,it wasn't an easy step tat i took.I got another temp job as a land surveyor coz I'm signin up as a regular in Civil Defence by end of dis year.

United Colors Of Benetton

Jin Chen,Ben,Jack

Dee,Enrique,Feeza

Da place where we became Best Buds

Surprisingly,she cried when I left yesterdae. Haha

Fatisha(Cheri)

10 years of frenship,one of us is even married with a child.We may not be in contact for months but yet we still meet each other like once in every 4-10 months?But recently,we did contact each other more frequently.Fahmy was da only one nt ard but can't help it since his family migrated to Brisbane.

Tash,Me,Azza,Ah Cai,Baba

Surrender

2008-04-04T14:35:00.002+08:00

She reads a book from across the street,
Waiting for someone that she'll never meet.
Talk over coffee for an hour or two,
She wonders why I'm always in a good mood.
Killin' time before she struts her stuff,
She needs support and I've become the crutch.
She'll never know how much she means to me.
I'd play the game but I'm the referee.

Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
Surrender yourself to me.

Even though I know what I'm lookin' for,
She's got a brick wall behind her door.
I'd travel time and confess to her,
But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger.

Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
Surrender yourself to me.

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds,
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds.
Searching until my hands bleed,
This flower don't belong to me.

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds,
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds.
Searching until my hands bleed,
This flower don't belong to me.
This flower don't belong to me.
Why could she belong to me?

Every word, every thought every sound.
Every touch, every smile, every frown.
All the pain we've endured until now.
All the hope that I lost you have found.

Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) Has my moment come and passed?

(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask

Genting

2008-03-24T16:28:00.004+08:00

Sumtimes,we all need a break from everyting. Put aside everyting and enjoy~!!

Here da planning starts..

Three brothers set to go..

20th March 2008. Here we go~!!

Arrival time 6.45 A.M

Da only time I watch Sunrise and I'm above da cloud~!!

Damn Cold~!!

Haiz.. 2 hours pass still no room..

Awake da whole night.. Resting place, Starbucks

Preparation is done

Enuf rest,Venture starts

Cloudy

Wat can i say.. typical guys..Haha

Look at us go~!!

Again..

Tats a 4D Motion pic specs

Bowling session wif Rad's sibs

API means Fire~!! Nt Fire extinguisher..

No rules.. Smoke freely everywhere..

3.30p.m, Finally into da hotel room

No resting, Keep on movin~!!

Next dae,Theme Park~!!

Nt much pic though, too bz riding

Best roller coaster ever, Corkscrew~!!

On ur mark,

Set GO~!!

Space Shot, Best ride ever~!!

Done 4 da dae.. Rains destroy enjoyment..

Next dae.. We headed home

Surprisingly, At da hotel lobby we met Hamzah~!! Damn no photo taken.. He was wif his colleague drop by Genting from KL. Wat a waste.. We were already heading home.. At Woodlands checkpoint, Adam was werking as Aetos.. Lolx

Back in Singapore where problems lies ahead.. How I wish Da enjoyment was neverending.. Coz here.. Almost everyting makes me unhappie..

Envious Me..

2008-03-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

Summary on 8 & 9 March

Well I was werkin till 9.30p.m
And here how it goes..

Three of them them fetched me from werk.Rain was driving

We headed Arab street to this marvelous Thai Restaurant

Went over to Lin's place till bout 2a.m

And so.. In a cab,I heard my shoe crying 4 help

Asked da driver to turn back and borrowed my dad's shoe..
I hate pointed shoe..

I was late,so I got permission to use da car :p
Picked up joe and head 4 Sengkang

Everyone was there but sadly no Isham

And so we witnessed their wedding

Beautiful isn't it..

Finally married..
Roselin & Azzari
Congratz

I'm A Liar

2008-03-05T13:28:00.003+08:00

Things seems to be better once u lie to urself bout stuff.
Stuff tat u dun wanna believe and problems tat u thought
have been solve but actually u noe it's not.Stay strong? I
am strong.Take it easy? Every single time.. Stay happie? Not
until i get the whole truth.Empty promises,I got it everywhere
and tats when problem arises..

Gallery

2008-02-29T10:41:00.001+08:00

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

Undesire Fate

2008-02-22T13:13:00.008+08:00

It's been a rough week 4 me..
Everyting juz seems to be so wrong.
Werkin life is okay but I need to
participate more into social life.
Keep depending on da same peeps
Which always leads into disappointments
again and again..
I miss all my Frenz.. Those peeps who
can be trusted. Those peeps who had the
rank of brothers or family..
But all these things won't last.

Todae gonna meet up wif Fusion-X 4 a Karaoke
session. Me,Shahrin,Lin,Amin,Ina,Rafidah,
Faridah,Joe,Shidah,Lina and 2 more.
Really lookin 4ward 4 tonite event. I wanna
enjoy maself. Enjoyment,I needed tat.
God noes where I'm goin after tat.

Fusion-X Countdown @Chijmes

These Are dA peeps I Hope I can depend on..

Me & Hamzah

Me & Joe

Farhan & Me

BestBuds

Dearest cuzzin Nad

Me & My Dear Sis Kakin

Sumwhere in Uk, Sumone noes I miss her.. Nurul Ain

A Precious Friendship

So much things happened and I can't
say much. All these while I was
happie but it doesn't last long.
Shit happens everywhere..

It's kinda hard to be happie,
when u noe ur not.
Its not easy to smile,
when ur heart is crying.
(Smoke too much maybe ahakz)
Tried so hard but everyting juz
gone down da drain...

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

2008-02-22T12:46:00.001+08:00

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

2007-11-13T19:56:00.000+08:00

Nananananananananananananananana
o0o0o0...........
Nananananananananananananananana
o0o0o0...........

Lari,lari,lari
Aku lari tinggalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari, cari,cari
Ketenangan diri.........hi......

Pergi,pergi,pergi
Engkau pergi dari hidupku ini
Ku tak mahu, mahu
Engkau hadir dalam diri ini...hi...

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak di dada
Biar ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu
Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu

Lafaskan kata dari bibir
Adakahnya dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya
yang tersembunyi
Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

Mengapa.....
Aku yang terluka...
Aku yang merana....
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta...
Aku yang sengsara...
Rimas,rimas..aku rimas

Tidak pesona kecundang
Istana jiwa ku goyang
Roboh dan tumbang
Sawan ku lantang
Tidak berpantang
Letupnya siang-siang
Bukannya alang-kepalang datangnya perang
Dan bawa ku ke jurang
Pulanglah sayang janji ku tatang
Ku hapuskan dalang
Dalangnya sayang
Sayangnya hilang
Hilanglah garang
Garang ku Terbang melayang
Terbongkang ku terbangkau terhoyong-hayang
Tak pandang belakang
terkangkang kira ku tak diundang kurapuh
semua tak bertiang janji ku kini kan berulang

Mengapa.....
Aku yang terluka...
Aku yang merana....
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta...
Aku yang sengsara...
Rimas..rimas..aku rimas

Nananananananananananananananana
o0o0o0...........

Lari-lari aku
Lari tinggalkan...
Tinggalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari
Untuk mencari....ketenangan
aku pergi tinggalkan
Tinggalkan kau sendiri
Ku pergi, kini ku pergi
tinggalkanmu sendiri

Raya

2007-10-25T13:16:00.000+08:00

I finally get to celebrate Raya on da 1st dae itself after 2 years. Managed to wake up early but in vain due to space constraint for Raya prayers. Met up with most of my cuzzins whom I didn't managed to meet up for years. Newly born babies who I didn't noe they exist and those I thought yet to be able to walk ended up to be 3-4 years old.

I've yet to upload pics,so I committed theft to get these pics from my cuz..

Werk,werk and werk.. Not much off daes but every off dae means nothin.. I got nothin on these daes.. Faridah got a full time job elsewhere but werks at Benetton as a part timer on weekends. Feeza started schooling again(retain) and only werk somtimes. Dee started last week but her shift is totally opposite me till next mth.

Raya Wishes:
To those I offended...
Sorrie for all da bad deeds I committed all these years..
Sorrie if I caused u so much trouble..
Sorrie if I ever betrayed u..
Sorrie if I purposely forget bout u..
And sorrie if I juz forgaven u...
To forgive and forgets.. Why couldn't it happen anytime.. Why must it always be only during raya.. I wouldn't want any hard feelings or grudges and I hope u share da same principle of forgiving..

Werk

2007-10-04T01:34:00.000+08:00

On 28th last month was a fabulous dae when I saw da light of hope when to Faridah offered me a job..WooOHOoo~!! & without any hesitation,I said "YES"..At last.. Therefore I started werkin two daes ago at United Colours Of Bennetton at Marina Square located next to Starbucks. Da shop is yet open and wat I'm doin now is tagging those branded stuff and handling some of da fixture. Fridae will be decorating da whole shop with clothes coz opening of da shop will be on 8th and I will move on into retails as a part timer. Finally.I'm dedicating myself into werkin rather than juz enjoying too much wif frenz or suckin my thumb at home.

It's kinda weird tat Faridah and me actually sat at Starbucks for hour after werk and we talked and talked.. I mean, we've been frenz and dancemates for so long but we had neva been into a conversation which educates each other about our secret and stuff.. Yesterdae, she lost her phone and almost cried... But 10 mins later.. everyting turns back to normal.. Lolx.. So I lend her my old phone K700i which is considered disposable till she gets a new phone..

And here's some pics to update u bout me..

(Erliyana)Celebrating 2 Burfdae Gals At Cik Lins place(Diyanah)

I Love Tat~!!!

Tres Roses @ One Minute Of Fame Finals

!!~LEPAK~!!

My past

2007-09-27T17:38:00.000+08:00

!!~DON'T START READING COZ IT'S GONNA MAKE U BORED~!!
!!~SO... GET LOST~!!
!!~PARDON ME FOR MY ENGLISH COZ I'VE ONLY ATTAIN C6~!!

ThAiZ:
Theres a reason why I'm gonna share my past,so those who r not interested can piss off.. I've been breathin for over 22 years and wat i've been thru is da reason wat I am now.When I was still studying in Damai pri, I've only have 1 ting in mind.. Soccer. I hate studying and I hated gals.. (Dun get me wrong I'm str8) I was in da sch team which have neva achieved anythin. But then again, I was so active to be in another 4 CCAs. Badminton,sepak takraw,Math and Science Club and even Gardening~!! Lolx.. When soccer season were over, da last ting tat were still active was rugby. And so I tell myself.. Why not??

Rugby:
During my 1st rugby game,I fgelt da pain and anger which made me fell deeply in luv wif da game.So,I continued my journey 4 another 7 years after graduating.In Springfield,I was vice-cap for 2 years and cap for another 2 years.At least I managed to tasted "champion" in one of da year.Graduation means another level for me in Police Rugby Club.My journey,which I tot was endless came to an end in late 2004.I couldn't remember how it happened but it cost me my right knee..

Sec Lvl:
I bet tat everyone agrees tat secondary was da peak of our life.Maybe not to some of u but it applies to me.Like before,I hate studying but at least I have interest for gals..Hehe.. I held da highest rank in sch 4 NCC and Usm as my post.I was also in track and field team but was pulled out on da dae of competition coz of havin too many CCAs.. Doesn't make sense huh.. A week before i sat 4 my 'O'Level exam,my principal was generous enuf to smack my butt.. Haha it was 2 strokes of caning .WOoHOo~!! Smokin..Duh..Caught 4 times.At da age of 15,I picked up breakdancing and also hip hop dancing as my hobby.I tot it was a healthy hobby but it ain healthy when theres politic issues.At dis age,I'm still groovin.. How I wish it can be easily eradicated..

And so it moved on:
So,I continued in Ite Tampines studying Mechanical Eng(Sucks BIG time).Notin much,was da head of dance and bla(X3) I hate tat sch but managed to graduate wif GPA of 2.833..Phew.. And da worse of them all,I was a bridge leader..(Gay sia) 2 years were wasted when I served da nation in da Police Force.I have to admit I had fun as a corrupted officer,in Special Operation Command located in Queenstown.. So damn far tat I had to take da 2nd train from psr ris or be late 4 werk.Dun get me wrong, I wasn't in da anti-riot team but a patrolling officer in da SMRT system.Gd pay but boring job.Initially,I requested to be a normal divisional officer but wasn't entertained which cause me to spend 2.1k for my class 3 license.And now,I'm jobless and hopeless.I'm gonna continue studying maybe in TP but have to wait for da application to be open.How I wish I could start my career but I need a dip to have a betta future.

Unappreciated Efforts

2007-09-24T00:09:00.000+08:00

Lonely
Have u ever felt that u have noone around u when u needed someone?
Have u ever felt that u are unimportant among da society?
Have u ever felt that noone turn to u when they are in need?

Transparent
It juz feels so light to be able to be blown away easily effortlessly. It even turns u into a living statue when u are standing in da middle and people avoided u even they have to pass through u. Took an extra mile to make u realized that u are unwanted. Disposable someone who u can used then thrown..

Facts
These are da tings that affect our daily life. Chapters of life that can neva be avoided. Step by step u climb, Shattered to pieces when u fall. Da higher u climb,da more pieces there'll be...

Burfdae

2007-09-21T14:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae,I was suppose to accompany syam to Kembangan 8.30 in da mornin.But instead, I was happily Sleeping in ma crib couldn't even hear da ringing tone of ma fone. Hehe.. Sorie dude.. He then was a lonely creature walking ard CT Hall alone wif no sense of direction all da wae till I met him ard 2+.. Hehe... We then took a big stroll ard Marina Square numerous time wif an intention to get Dee her burfdae gift. It was her 19th burfdae and we got her a white high boot wif heels, a roti kirai belt and two superman and supergirl undies.. Haha.. Met Tajj and syai at Marina and they got her some accessories.Arm was romantic enough to hide a Puma dress in her wardrobe and express his feelings in a letter. We celebrated at her house tat nite wif her whole fam,taj,syai,filz,tu-ek, renni and fish.Arm couldn't be there due to his practice session wif SFB for president star charity on da 30th. Well I hope Dee enjoyed her desirable celebration and gift..

life

2007-09-16T13:29:00.000+08:00

(Summarise)
4 days into Ramadhan and life have neva been this bored.
I need a part time job but juz couldn't help being so choosy.
I felt sorie for Bob(Chef Skuter),his dad pass away dis mornin.
I felt sorie for kak kin, u noe i noe.
Its been a tiring week.
How i wish painting was fun,
but too bad it's not.
Almost done though.

8th sep 2007- Suntec finals.
I had to admit tat Suntec was a hell lots of fun.
For da 1st time I felt so different,
so damn hapie dancing in lush.
I wanna do it all over again..

Cruise Trip

2007-09-02T15:10:00.000+08:00

Let da pics do da talkin-

TroubleD

2007-08-22T00:41:00.000+08:00

I noe I'm someting they called notin
And I dun noe they somehow saved me
I take wat I need, do watever I want
They say it's wrong but it's right for me
Follow my heart along wif reasons
For all I noe, I'm not alone
I won't look down and won't say I'm sorie
I noe tat only god can judge me

Even if I make it through todae,
Tomorrow will always be the same
And I'm runnin away, but I noe I'll fall
Should I stay the same and prepare for the worst?
Or should I change for people tat have neva gain my trust?

And inside their heads,
I'm still young and hopeless,
Goin nowhere, tats wat they say
When shit happens, I only got myself to blame
Noone in this zone understands the life I lead
When I sing about my past, critics befall me
It's me against the world, and I dun care

"Misunderstanding"

2007-08-14T14:24:00.000+08:00

??Misundersatnding??
Erase da past,all da memories.
Start all over, sounds good???
Or u wanna run away and end everyting??

Why is it so hard to find a simple reasons
for da question in our head??? Not tat simple
to answer. Can it be answered?? Maybe yes but
leading to?? Probably intensive hot air contagious
enough to affect da whole bunch.

Have u ever wish for a Guardian Angel
to protect u from ur sorrows, prevent from
committing mistakes?? Make u feel strong
to accept Facts tat u can hardly agree??
An angel tat makes u fall to da knees and
begging for ammenments..

How i wish there is so I could come up with a
brilliant idea. Doesn't matter what it is but just to have
a brilliant one. A gd one so people can fall for it. Take
da bait without any regrets. Clear da air, bring down da
temperature and immune to da affection.

Da same words keeps rotating, life's full of bullshit, life's
unfair,my life sucks. Maybe u just have to take
da shit out of it... Cause it appllies everywhere...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2007-08-13T13:41:00.000+08:00

In D End,I'm Left Alone

F aithful,kind & always true
R eassuring through & through
I nsightful in ur wise advise

E thusiastic,sweet & nice

N oted 4 ur smilin face
D ear fren,no one can take ur place

I got frens but not wat it stands 4.Friends r da peeps u share views & probs and sticks to u no matter wat the situation is. Where r they?? Who?? My Frenz?? I've got no idea. And whenever I thought i could trust someone, it always end up in a betrayal. Bradderz?? wat the hell I've got none. Too many times i heard people says they are family but later on b4 they even realise it, dismissal came into da pic. I can't force people to like me and i can't deny the fact tat some hated me. Whatever effort i put has always been in vain, whether its frens or werk. I juz felt tat none of my efforts is bein recognize and "wats da use" has always been a powerful weapon tat i couldn't avoid. And when I tried to be less bothered someone said " I notice U've been changing". I couldn't even recognise my frenz coz most of them are juz people I noe. No Werk,No Dance=NO Frenz...